I GOT A SURPRISE PARTY
Courtesy of Lenka.
See, I didn't forget to include it in my journal! Hehe.

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Wellity wellity wellity. Haven't updated this in a while. Happy Halloween, I suppose.

Guess what? I'm nineteen now! I feel dead old. Even the co-ops stopped asking me for ID on drinks. Crazy. My dad gave me £300 the day after my birthday, which is pretty insane. Its the most he's ever spent on me in one go We're constantly in a state of financial crisis so understandably this didn't go down too well with my mother She went ever so pale when she found out. It almost made me feel guilty... almost.

Unfortunately, for some weird and twisted reason, I've found that money no longer makes me happy. I'm very grateful, but you know. It'll only go on petrol.

Hmm... what else is there? Oh, I might randomly take a road trip to Exeter/Plymouth tomorrow. We'll see where the mood takes me I want to see a few of my college friends. I miss them a lot.

I caused grievous bodily harm to my car today. I decorated it with some lovely scratches by reversing into a wall. My car was in perfect condition before I got my hands on it How sad.

I forgot mention that I'm no longer single It makes me happy. I'm very lucky to have found someone patient enough to put up with me for this long. Its only been a month, but still. I'm hard work

Oohh and I never said about my shitty job. I complain about it so much Most week days, before uni, I wake up at some ungodly hour to go and babysit. It means I'm a complete write-off for the rest of the day because I'm so tired. And do you know how much I get paid? £3 an hour. I kid you not. I earn more by selling alcohol to my little brother...
Yes. I'm responsible like that

Lastly, as far as uploads go... they're not happening. I might put some of my uni stuff up, not that I like very much of it.

I want a hug. Haven't been in the greatest of moods recently. Winter never agrees with me.

I hate this. All of my friends are going off to university and leaving me all alone in Fordy. Srsly, what am I going to do with my time?! I feel like launching myself at their ankles and clinging on for dear life. THEY CAN'T LEAVE ME!

I'm needy.



This journal is pretty pointless to be fair. Is it Christmas yet? Everyone comes back at Christmas.

... I want you in my room!

Just finished my first week at Bomo Arts institute. I think I'm guna like it there. The people on my course () all seem pretty sound. Missed a freshers day yesterday thanks to a cold... and not just any kind of cold... a MAN COLD. Srsly.

Oops. Just realised that I left my central heating on all day. I'm sweatin' like a peedo in a nursery! SO HOT.

I have had suchhhh a busy week like omg. My eyes are blood shot. Its attractive. I think I'll have a relaxing Friday evening at home.
LA-AAAME.

Anyway, that's enough unstructured rambling for this journal. I'm off.

News:

- Got a car. Its fun.
- My foundation art and design course starts next week, so you'll probably be seeing a lot of art from me in the coming months.
- STILL job hunting. Fuck. Forgot to apply to Sainsburys.
- Went on holiday to Cumbria.
- Going on holiday to Barcelona today.
- I'm tired and this journal is boring.

Passed my driving test. Go me.

Looking for a car. A cheap one. Need something for like £800 I don't care if its a paper bag on wheels.

Applying for jobs to help me afford said car. Hope to work at the country store near me.

Went to Bournemouth Pride. My drink got spiked and I was back home by 12. Shit. But you know, having your drink spiked is a really quick and cheap way to get wasted. Every cloud, every cloud Clubbing in sals tomorrow. Lets hope its not a repeat of last time

Trying to get fit! Yeah I know it is pretty crazy. Went for a long bike today and only noticed that the breaks were on for the entire cycle ride when I got back home. Went for a run up a hill with me maytes on monday at 4am to catch sunrise. All we saw was glorious smog.

Done no more art. I failz.

My bunny rabbit is sitting on my feet